Wowzas……… Christmas is over and I have a belly full of love and life!

Today Brandon and I went on a walk around our house. For those of you who don’t know our love story, I’m excited to share it with you. I believe everyone wishes for true love. Deep down, we want to find the person GOD designed for us. Along our quest to love we bump into some people along the way. Sometimes our mind tells us that we love them, when we really don’t, we’re just feeling “lonely.” Or sometimes, we simply just pick a bad one… Whatever the case may be, when we’re picking who we think fits our life, it typically doesn’t work out.

For the past three years I have been working with my spiritual coach on self-development,  self-acceptance and self-love. With the passing of my mother and raising my sister, I learned quickly that I needed to have a support system in place for myself, my home and most importantly my desires and dreams. One thing that I knew about myself is that I wanted the opportunity to have a family. I wanted to experience love and I wanted to find a partner to share the journey with. That all sounds amazing, but I had no idea that I was in control of how I manifested that in my life. So after one failed relationship to the next, I continued to question why I wasn’t attracting the man of my dreams? What I was about to learn had me feeling completely lost and somewhat depressed.

My spiritual coach asked me to write a letter that described what my future husband looked like, SOUNDED like, how his hands looked, how he made me feel, what his job was… and the list went on and on. I immediately became puzzled at what seemed to be a crazy writing assignment! None the less, I was willing to do what was asked of me. So, I went home and over the next few weeks wrote this somewhat awkward letter to a man that didn’t exists about my desires and needs.  The process was somewhat heartbreaking and certainly made me cry. I was attracting the wrong people, because I never truly had a vision for what I wanted.  And what I wanted, seemed a little “fairytaleish.”

My life consists of my sister and daughter, training, my career, friends, community, giving back, being of service and self-development. Anything outside of that doesn’t exist in my bubble. Therefore, meeting men is not exactly easy. And, Sacramento has an icky way of passing it’s people around to one another, and everyone seems to be caught up in the party life… Which didn’t fit into my life. In essence, I kinda felt like I landed in the wrong city and state for that matter.  

The magic….. So, I’ve now completed my letter to my future husband, forgave myself for picking not so good men and also honoring the ones that were awesome.  Then, I just let it be! I spend a lot of time at home. I call it my little oasis. It’s peaceful and I don’t feel like I’m in Sacramento. One day as I was sitting outside I heard a man’s voice… Yes, I said I heard a man’s voice. BIG deal your thinking. To me, it was. I never responded to a person’s voice. I sat there unable to see this man, but was very intrigued by his voice. Months passed, I never saw him or met him. I heard him a few times at the pool and would jokingly tell my girls,  “My husband is at the pool.” We’d giggle, peak out to see if we could see him and then go back to whatever it was we were doing. Over the course of the year, I would talk about him with my spiritual coach. Listen to him and quietly smile and giggle every time I’d tell the girls I heard him.  After almost a year of this… our paths crossed. I immediately text my spiritual coach and shared that I had finally met my husband…

The days, weeks and months that followed our first hello have turned out to be everything I ever wanted and desired. He is the man that I designed in my journal, which I manifested in my life.

Patience is a virtue but faith is a must. You must have faith and trust in your ability to achieve and live your wildest dreams. If you sit still long enough to feel, you can create and visualize what you desire in your life. I am now living a fairytale with the man of my dreams. I’m deeply excited for our baby our future and for the opportunity to continue to visualize and manifest my wildest dreams. God is good!!!

A true love story.

Love,

Jess